Tuesday, August 31, 2010

em...em..eminem?

hello
i just wanted to say that i like Eminem, ha!
it's just so weird, because i never liked rap,
but he's awesome!
his lyrics are great and cool, and all that good stuff.
i remember then i was like six, I heard Em's song Without Me (it's a good thing i didn't understand what he was saying, haha) and i remember i really liked that song's video.
then after that, i remember seeing his other videos, My Name Is, and Cleanin' Out My Closet.
so you can almost say that i always liked him, but i forgot about his wonderful rap, i guess.
so that's pretty much it.
have a great day!

"parents are pissed, but the kids love it"


Saturday, August 21, 2010

daddy

all i ever wanted was just a hug, a smile, and some love, dad.
now i'm crying over something i never had.
i know you are a good man, but why did you forget about me, then?
damn.
do you think, it's easy to go out on the street all alone?
do you think i wouldn't like some warm words or your smile?
do you think it's easy to live with a man who hates you?
do you think i never loved you?
well i did and i still do.
but i never get anything back from you.
you can take your money back. i don't fucking need it. 
i only need you to make it up for all these years.
you've always said it was my mom's fault, but you don't even know her.
it was your fault.
you had a potential, but you throw it away for a bottle of vodka and some little whores at your work.
but that was ages ago. I forgive you now.
dad, i love you. i love you!
can you come back and hold me again with your firm grip in the water as you did then i was little then you were trying to teach me how to swim?
can you be a daddy i never had, because i love you, and you don't even know it.


Sunday, August 15, 2010

i love the way you lie

just gonna stand there
and watch me burn
but that's alright
because i like
the way it hurts
just gonna stand there
and hear me cry
but that's alright
because i love
the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
...
but you promised her
next time you'll show restraint 
you don't get another chance
life is no nintendo game
but you lied again
now you get to watch her leave
...
baby please come back
it wasn't you
baby it was me
maybe our relationship
isn't as crazy as it seems
maybe that's what happens
then a tornado meets a volcano
all i know i love you too much
too walk away 
...
if she ever tries to fucking leave again
i'mma tie her to the bed
and set the house on fire
...
just gonna stand there
and watch me burn
but that's alright
because i like
the way it hurts
just gonna stand there
and hear me cry
but that's alright
because i love
the way you lie
i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie
eminem - love the way you lie ft. rihanna

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

NeverShoutNever - Hippopotamus Heartbreak

haha this song is so fucking random and it makes me smile!

oh my hippo
why'd you go and break my heart
oh my hippo
it started like this
i saw you down by the river bed
we exchanged numbers
and i called you out on our first date
woah oh oh
so tell me, hippo
are we ever gonna be in love again?

i saw you snappin crocodiles in half,
just the other day
crocodiles,
they wouldn't last on your side of the river
oh, woah
in conclusion...
i talked to you yesterday and you said
if you ever come my way again
i got some crocodile skin boots with your name 
printed across the toe...
so don't you know that crocodiles
won't come my way anymore



the maze of my life

i'm so lost.
for a while, it seemed that i knew what i want, and that i knew where my life was going,
but right now i'm sitting here listening to some old songs, and i'm thinking, what if i don't want to live based on a strict plan. 
what if i want to have fun, and rebel a little.
i am a girl, and girls just wanna have fun.
i just want to be that girl.
i want to be wanted.
i want to be that girl that boys go head over heels.
i want to party so hard that i wouldn't remember a single thing the next day in the morning.
but i don't want to waist my life away, either.
so right now, i'm stuck in this stupid moment, without any perspective.
maybe i should just stop worrying so much about non important things, and just start living my life.